It is getting unbearably cold for me here and this gives me headaches. I can't work with a headache. It is just impossible to accomplish anything fruitful when you have you head throbbing with pain. the end result is ending up wasting another day. another eight hours of studies down the drain. Bad feeling when you have a lot of money on the line in terms of hefty exam fees.
then again I was thinking there is little I can do to assure that everything goes as planned in my life. Or for that matter there is little any one can do to make things go his/her way in life. At every step and in every instance lies hidden a scare, a probability, a chance. We are left out here at the mercy of fate so mercilessly that my heart shivers with mere thought of anything going wrong at any point in time. What is the guarantee that I will be able to sit for my Step 1 exam as flawlessly as I have thought. What if I get fever just before the exam or Hepatitis or pneumonia, anything. I hate this uncertainty. I guess I am not alone in this.
then again I was thinking there is little I can do to assure that everything goes as planned in my life. Or for that matter there is little any one can do to make things go his/her way in life. At every step and in every instance lies hidden a scare, a probability, a chance. We are left out here at the mercy of fate so mercilessly that my heart shivers with mere thought of anything going wrong at any point in time. What is the guarantee that I will be able to sit for my Step 1 exam as flawlessly as I have thought. What if I get fever just before the exam or Hepatitis or pneumonia, anything. I hate this uncertainty. I guess I am not alone in this.
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