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Anxiety has gripped my entire soul. I have been rendered useless and completely bland. I am not able to concentrate at all. There is complete panic and the worst part is that no one can help me with this problem. I have to find a way out myself. If only Allah will help me now. The pathology is getting out of salvage and into doom. Frightening facts for me but very true and more alarming.
I have realized, much to my discontent a myself, that over the past three years or so i have lost all abilities to concentrate on a task rather i have been living a livid dream for the past three years where all i did was neglect and ignore responsibilities. I have mastered the task of shrugging the shoulders at my duties. All i need are distractors and internet serves one such distraction. There is not much that i do but still it is taking its toll.
Prayers are needed but i guess now it is beyond that too!

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