At times it so happens that words loose their meaning. It so happens that you are reading a case history and it is making no sense at all. The words are trying to tell you that the patient has been sick for a while and has nausea and vomiting and tarry stools and jaundice and purpura but nothing adds up in your mind. This is the time of the mind block. I am going through one of those times when the mind is effectively under a block. One tends to read through cases and try solve the questions but nothing adds up. The worst thing is that one doesn't even remember anything new. All the reading is lost and there is nothing but chaos. Total chaos.
Trying to concentrate is hard these days. It is one pleasure that I am not able to enjoy in its full force. The condition has been such that I have not been able to enjoy for quite sometime. But come what may I have faith. I have faith that things will change for the better. Infact I am being a little unthankful when I say that I have not been rewarded for my patience. It has never been the case. Of late I have been relieved by my visa approval and I might not mention it or take it in a stride but those who are following my professional ideology know that getting the visa is a gamble in itself and those who succeed to get it in time are no less fortunate.
Pray that I am able to apply my self in a better way and am able to make use of the time that I have at my disposal properly. Pray that I am able to concentrate on my studies and that I am able to understand what words are trying to tell me.
Trying to concentrate is hard these days. It is one pleasure that I am not able to enjoy in its full force. The condition has been such that I have not been able to enjoy for quite sometime. But come what may I have faith. I have faith that things will change for the better. Infact I am being a little unthankful when I say that I have not been rewarded for my patience. It has never been the case. Of late I have been relieved by my visa approval and I might not mention it or take it in a stride but those who are following my professional ideology know that getting the visa is a gamble in itself and those who succeed to get it in time are no less fortunate.
Pray that I am able to apply my self in a better way and am able to make use of the time that I have at my disposal properly. Pray that I am able to concentrate on my studies and that I am able to understand what words are trying to tell me.
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