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Kill me him

This makes a perfect suicidal note,
Maybe I tried reaching out for something that was too far. Maybe I have lost the game even before I started. Maybe I am not fit for this game. Maybe I am too confused. Maybe I am bewildered. Maybe I will never be able to regain confidence in myself. Maybe all this is fake. Maybe all this is true and I am a looser. Maybe, just maybe, its all a dream _ a bad one. Maybe I will never wake up. Maybe my dream will turn into reality just because it will never end. Maybe all realities are never ending dreams or dreams that never end are realities.
There is no purpose to my life. Maybe I am not meant to have a life. Maybe I am wasting my life and time. But then again time is not mine nor is it mine to waste. Maybe this is the end for me!

eh looser!

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