Its late in the night and with every passing minute my eyes are getting heavier with sleep. I am on call tomorrow and it is a tiring month that has drained all my energies out of me. I used to think that if there is one thing that doesn’t tire me that is work. But I think I was wrong. It is not totally morale boosting when your patients start dying around you and you can’t seem to figure out the cause. I do try hard and obviously do not want any one to be leaving this world earlier than they should. But sometimes things happen that are not under my control and they happen fast. The last week has been a demoralizing one for me.
Anyways the reason I started to write today was to compliment a good article by one of my friends. I think we the Pakistanis have to get some morale boosting going very soon. We have to start thinking of ourselves as not the losers but as the ones who are important enough to matter in this world. It is time that we started playing some shots on the front foot here. This pitch has been greased by out enemies a lot and is not a perfect playing surface neither is it fair. But this is part of life and we have to live with it.
I mean I am sick and tired of acting as the menial on the scale. My people are giving up their lives for the safety and security of this thank less no good world and all I get is more piercing questions about what can be done more. My people have sacrificed more lives in this war against terror than any other country in this world. There is trauma of war everywhere in my country. There is psychological depression on every face and there is no hope left just because we chose to fight a war for someone else in our courtyard. Some of us tried to benefit as mercenaries and the rest of us are paying the price for that role. A heavy price.
Then why is it that this world fails to recognize our sacrifices? I think we can ask this question in history and then very well understand that the fault lies in us for not making people thank us. We have failed to publicize our sacrifices and soon will become the Palestinians who are thought of but never cared about in the larger scale of things.
We should get our act together and find our place ourselves. No one will do this for us.
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Also i truly agree where you saying "There is trauma of war everywhere in my country. There is psychological depression on every face and there is no hope left just because we chose to fight a war for someone else in our courtyard. Some of us tried to benefit as mercenaries and the rest of us are paying the price for that role. A heavy price."
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